We all live in paradox... whether it be a comfortable paradox or a painful tension...as of late, I've been living in the latter... it's a paradox of living with the pain of circumstance and the underlying knowledge of et…

So more or less there's a heart behind this desire I've been begging God to allow me to fulfill... Like any person who has a theological conviction that is the underlying force behind everything he/she does/say/pray/thin…

I realize REALLY how boring my days are even if they are filled with activity...I realize how much I really like meat...I realize how unhealthy meat really is...I realize how much I really like meat...I realize just how …

So I went to a concert earlier tonight... Jars of Clay, Robert Randolph and the Family Band, Switchfoot, Third Day....great show... Robert Randolph is awesome... Switchfoot live is a pretty good show... and from what I s…

In the Gospel of John, Jesus tells us repeatedly that we are to ask in His Name and He will do it or He will grant it. Whatever we ask for, if asked in the Name of Jesus, Jesus will go to the Father and the Father will …

If you don't know dear reader...the theme i've been percolating with was a relationship i cherished above everything in this world that was taken from me...For me... I was apt at marrying this girl... like I knew beyond …

So... well... it's now Tuesday... and again... I miss her... and nothing has change with me...SCREW YOU THEN... it's my blog and i'll write what I want... you don't have to read... so don't sit there and grumble about it…

I also have to ask abroad and not make this post about me per se... cuz well it's not... some of my other posts where I posed a question abroad people had the tendency to again display their abilities as their future in …

an answer from God in a supernatural sense...you know more like a prophecy... this is assuming that those spiritual gifts have not passed.Now granted God doesn't use flash and pomp mainly because He has given us His Holy…

I used to live in Japan for 3 months back in the summer of '02... can I just say, I would love to go back and become a missionary there fulltime to spread the Fame of Jesus there... and I have 2 singles from a popular po…

So... i'm more or less rather tired at the Christianese responses I get from masses of people...I recommend reading the hardships of some of the people who blog on here... and off the top of your head, comment some of th…

more hindsight warranted this blog...I can't help but feel as though we as followers of Christ have actually abandoned what it means to walk by faith. We tend to walk by sight more than anything else. And I'm coming to…